Have you ever woke up and felt it’s not a good day?
That was yesterday for me. I was fine when I left the house but as soon as I came to the office, everything spiraled downwards. Suddenly I was exhausted. Anything I did was done half-baked. I was trying to catch up with emails, paperwork, and the usual work stuff, but I still couldn’t get a grip.
I was losing my self-esteem in the process. I know I’m doing my best and yet I still get crappy treatment. The thing is, I’m not sure if I’m getting crappy treatment because I feel crappy or I feel crappy because of this?
Have I lost you yet?
I tell myself that today is a new day … I need to do something to get out of this black hole I’m in.
I miss blogging, you know? I miss the time when I would just write about what I feel or what I find funny. Right now, I feel the pressure of having to blog something of quality. A blog post that would be a sure hit, complete with watermarked photos. I feel the pressure of blogging about my trip or the events I’ve attended (hence, I haven’t attended a lot of events lately… I don’t want this burden! he he he)
Hopefully, my next post would be more interesting. But for now, I leave you this:
– La Jolla Cove, San Diego, CA – 0315
Hey there! I’m a mom of two who loves to crochet. Balancing work and motherhood is crazy, but I handle it with love and humor. With my eldest entering her tween years, the chaos just got a whole lot more interesting!
I’m fueled by coffee and dream of working from home. When I need to chill, I turn to my trusty essential oils. They’re my secret weapon for staying sane in the madness.
Join me for mom life, crochet, and my journey to work from home and retire before life passes me by.
awww…I hope your blogging happy spirit comes back soon.
I know. It comes and goes, mother. I need to take control of this. 😐