Have you ever woke up and felt it’s not a good day?
That was yesterday for me. I was fine when I left the house but as soon as I came to the office, everything spiraled downwards. Suddenly I was exhausted. Anything I did was done half-baked. I was trying to catch up with emails, paperwork, and the usual work stuff, but I still couldn’t get a grip.
I was losing my self-esteem in the process. I know I’m doing my best and yet I still get crappy treatment. The thing is, I’m not sure if I’m getting crappy treatment because I feel crappy or I feel crappy because of this?
Have I lost you yet?
I tell myself that today is a new day … I need to do something to get out of this black hole I’m in.
I miss blogging, you know? I miss the time when I would just write about what I feel or what I find funny. Right now, I feel the pressure of having to blog something of quality. A blog post that would be a sure hit, complete with watermarked photos. I feel the pressure of blogging about my trip or the events I’ve attended (hence, I haven’t attended a lot of events lately… I don’t want this burden! he he he)
Hopefully, my next post would be more interesting. But for now, I leave you this:
– La Jolla Cove, San Diego, CA – 0315